Carol Owen : I wanted to send you a little poem I wrote, hope that is ok? 

Sometimes :

Sometimes I want you to see All the love, inside of me Sometimes I want you to see Inside my soul, inside of me Today as thoughts twist and twirl I wander through a foggy swirl As I travel through daily mist Fighting each turn, feeling each twist Sometimes I just want you to see What my life was meant to be Sometimes I need a helping hand Sometimes I need you to understand That what I really need from thee Is to really see, to really see me Sometimes I want you to see What my soul fights hard to be Sometimes I want you to hear All the thoughts, confusion and fear Sometimes I want you to see How different my life could really be Sometimes I want you to see But now you turn and run from me Now it is too dark too see As I run from life, not meant for me Now you cannot possibly see I simply can’t bear the thought of me I close my eyes to what could be As hurt grows strong inside of me I close my eyes, don’t want to see How cruel and cold the world can be Sometimes I don’t want to see The loneliness inside of me All I want to do is rest Life moves on, it’s for the best Leave me be in this place This life is cruel I cannot face Who is this species, the human race Where life is easy to replace Wrap my soul inside of lead Quiet my brain, the heart is dead Once I wanted you to see Really see, simply me